4/3/4 (anxiety suite)

#105:

haven’t felt right
all morning
woken from dream

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#106:

something is wrong
with my heart
it aches, it aches

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#107:

i need to cry
but i’m scared
i’ll never stop

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#108:

not suicide
but instead
death by neglect

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#109:

all i dream of
is to once
just be happy

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#110:

anxiety
renders me
incapable

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#111:

depressed depressed
depressed de
pressed depressed de

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#112:

wasted a week
playing no
mans fucking sky

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#113:

yes i am a
failure
of a human

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#114:

i have begun
to lose my
whole fucking mind

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#115:

my self laid bare
competence
is beyond me

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#116:

i can’t keep my
heart beating
any longer

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#117:

i cannot bring
myself to
believe you care

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#118:

yes i could do
anything
if i weren’t me

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#119:

a tiredness
creeping in
need something new

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#120:

my teeth all buzz
as if they’re
electrified

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#121:

imprecision
of language
a failing mind

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#122:

i cannot write
anything
longer than this

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#123:

one two three four
five six sev
en eight nine ten

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#124:

i would blame this
on others
but it’s all me

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#125:

the crows nested
in my heart
the worms, my mind

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#126:

i like to sit
by the sea
dream of drowning

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#127:

a small comfort
in the dream
as if its real

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#128:

but then i wake
and somehow
its not the same

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#129:

please forgive me
for my crimes
i’ve repented

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#130:

i’m just not good
at any
thing at all

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Notes:

1. Written in September and October, 2019
2. Previous collections can be found here: #1; #2; #3; #4

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Notes:

1. Written between the 15th and the 20th of August, 2007

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Notes:

1. Written between November 23, 2008 and November 27th, 2008
2. This was the last longish comic I wrote like this for years
3. At the time
4. And it still feels like an ending
5. To me
6. Somehow
7. And one of the better things I ever wrote

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