When the internet was small
it seemed vast beyond measure
Now it’s vast beyond measure
it’s tiny
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Notes:
1. Written on February 17th, 2026
__________When the internet was small
it seemed vast beyond measure
Now it’s vast beyond measure
it’s tiny
__________
Notes:
1. Written on February 17th, 2026
__________Sunday 2nd November, 2025
I didn’t do any writing today
even though
I planned to do some writing
today
(a familiar lament)
Tuesday 4th November, 2025
Two days running
I’ve been insulted in the street
Friday 7th November, 2025
An eerie village
without streetlights
Or seemingly any lights at all
anywhere
except for the pub
Monday 10th November, 2025
Off to cornwall tomorrow
for a week
in the gloom
Wednesday 19th November, 2025
Came back to find
new neighbours
next door
Thursday 20th November, 2025
It was cold
everywhere I went
Friday 21st November, 2025
Fell down the stairs
just before bed
Think I might have broken
at least a couple of toes
Saturday 22nd November, 2025
Been hobbling around all day
creaking
like an old broken doll
Sunday 23rd November, 2025
There was a good half hour
in the middle of Castle In The Sky
that I didn’t remember at all
Monday 24th November, 2025
Using photoshop on my old computer
is an ever increasing chore
Tuesday 25th November, 2025
The sparrowhawk swooped down
a metre in front of me
then swooped off again
without acknowledging me at all
Sunday 30th November, 2025
Mum and dad put the tree up
today
Monday 1st December, 2025
Today
was kind of
miserable
Tuesday 2nd December, 2025
The new Candyman
wasn’t as good
as the old Candyman
Wednesday 3rd December, 2025
There were lots of squirrels
in Castle Park
Constant motion
in every possible direction
Thursday 4th December, 2025
Everything
everywhere
was grey
all day
Sunday 7th December, 2025
A spider sitting
expectantly
on the toilet roll
Wednesday 10th December, 2025
The christmas tree in the park
looked a little forlorn
and slightly alone
Thursday 11th December, 2025
A couple more weeks
and I can give up keeping
a diary
Friday 12th December, 2025
Went christmas shopping
and did not go mad
Saturday 13th December, 2025
Wrapped some presents up
without getting too frustrated
with my own ineptitude
Sunday 14th December, 2025
I keep seeing
a sparrowhawk
round here
I would gladly let it
eat me
Wednesday 17th December, 2025
I’ve finished christmas shopping now
(mostly)
Saturday 20th December, 2025
Hooray
It’s christmas
(unofficially)
Wednesday 31st December
end of year
fade out
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Notes:
1. Written in November and December 2025
2. I apologise for how unilluminating these have been
3. Don’t worry, I’m not writing one ever again
Wednesday 1st October, 2025
I would quite like
a good night’s
sleep
Thursday 2nd October, 2025
I saw a deer
by the side of the road
Actually alive
just watching me drive past
Friday 3rd October, 2025
My eyesight
has about a six inch window
in which it can see
And each eye
is about 3 inches out of sync
with the other
Saturday 4th October, 2025
Reading is nice
and I should do it
more often
Sunday 5th October, 2025
Cascading
error messages
leading to unending
crash loops
Monday 6th October, 2025
Yet another day in which I never left the house (except to get the washing in)
Tuesday 7th October, 2025
I wish I was
a crow
Wednesday 8th October, 2025
Christ I’m bored
of all this
emptiness
Thursday 9th October, 2025
We had dinner
in the pub
Saturday 11th October, 2025
A diet of pancakes
and pastry
Monday 13th October, 2025
Ikea is still awful
even when you barely go
inside
Wednesday 15th October, 2025
Waited for a delivery
that never
arrived
Thursday 16th October, 2025
Sumo is
brilliant
Friday 17th October, 2025
My desk is finally finished
and I like it
(no excuse now
for ever doing nothing)
Saturday 18th October, 2025
The new exhibition
at the museum
is really very good
Sunday 19th October, 2025
I’ll miss the sumo
now it’s gone
Monday 20th October, 2025
Rain
forever
Tuesday 21st October, 2025
Sat at my desk
and wrote some words
Wednesday 22nd October, 2025
Dad bought 24 blues CDs
for £2.40
in total
I bought two cans of coke
for £1.84
Thursday 23rd October, 2025
There was supposed to be a storm
but there was barely a storm
at all
Saturday 25th October, 2025
The boy next door
has been squawking
like a crow
Sunday 26th October, 2025
It was cold
over the park
We saw a sparrowhawk
on the way there
But not
on the way back
Monday 27th October, 2025
A pumpkin
as big as a
beachball
Tuesday 28th October, 2025
Hey!
There’s an arcade here
which I never even knew
was there
Thursday 30th October, 2025
Everything was irritating
today
Friday 31st October, 2025
There was nothing scary
about halloween
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Notes:
1. Written in October 2025
__________Monday 1st September, 2025
An empty aimless day
Tuesday 2nd September, 2025
Coughing
spluttering
Wednesday 3rd September, 2025
I should try
something
at some point
But instead I try
nothing
at all
Thursday 4th September, 2025
Coughing again
Friday 5th September, 2025
This diary
has been
a failure
Saturday 6th September, 2025
Blistered thumbs
from playing Silksong
too much
Sunday 7th September, 2025
There was a lunar eclipse
hidden
behind endless clouds
Tuesday 9th September, 2025
It was hot
and there were squirrels in the park
looking pretty pleased
with all the acorns
on the ground
and in their paws
Wednesday 10th September, 2025
My pen is running out
Thursday 11th September, 2025
There was one single burst of thunder
and that was it
Friday 12th September, 2025
Nearly finished Silksong (I think).
Everything left to do is
impossibly hard
and not much
fun
Saturday 13th Septmeber, 2025
Strange lumps
and cuts
on my fingers today
Sunday 14th September, 2025
So cold today
I shivered
for two hours
straight
Monday 15th September, 2025
It was windy. I stayed indoors
Tuesday 16th September, 2025
Silksong just goes on and on. I’m not sure if this a good thing
or not
Thursday 18th September, 2025
Another day where I have
nothing to say
about anything
at all
Saturday 20th September, 2025
Silksong loses all momentum in the final act
begins to feel
like a slightly joyless slog
Monday 22nd September, 2025
The elegance of an egret
impresses me
again
Tuesday 23rd September, 2025
I saw a crow
flying up high
and dropping walnuts
in the road
Thursday 25th September, 2025
Just the final boss in silksong left to do
after nearly a month
and a hundred hours
and more
Saturday 27th September, 2025
Still can’t beat that final bloody boss
Sunday 28th September, 2025
Two crows on the roof
feathers fluffed up so much
they look almost
round
Monday 29th September, 2025
A black and white cat
surrounded by magpies
seemingly curious as to whether
it’s one of their own
(Also finally finished Silksong today)
Tuesday 30th September, 2025
Egrets and cormorants
on the river
in weather that felt like spring
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Notes:
1. Written in September 2025
__________Note: I somehow managed to get covid and/or flu three different times during the summer, which goes some way to explaining how sparse this diary got then. And it was hardly particularly dense beforehand, obviously)
Saturday 14th June, 2025
Today was the first day in almost two weeks where I didn’t feel like complete crap (although I do still have a cold).
Sunday 15th June, 2025
I wrote some things today. Not much, but a start
Monday 16th June, 2025
I saw a kestrel
and bought an illustrated book about bugs and wasps
It was quite a nice day, really
Tuesday 17th June, 2025
I cannot draw very well
Wednesday 18th June, 2025
Hot
endlessly
Thursday 19th June, 2025
I think the things I make are good
until I’ve made them
Friday 20th June, 2025
Anxiety
again
indistinct
and all encompassing
Saturday 21st June, 2025
The frustration of
having to keep an old computer forever
purely because it’s the only thing that still runs
photoshop
Sunday 22nd June, 2025
The cinema
was hotter
than the sun
Monday 23rd June, 2025
I finished a thing
I published a thing
to silence
to silence
Tuesday 24th June, 2025
Poetry
will get you
nowhere
Wednesday 25th June, 2025
Thinking of going to bed
and it’s barely even 9 o’clock
Thursday 26th June, 2025
Too many books
piled up on my desk
Friday 27th June, 2025
I had no thoughts
about anything at all
Saturday 28th June, 2025
I got so hot I felt quite weird
Sunday 29th June, 2025
A beach of stones
and no shadows
at all
Monday 30th June
Not a very productive day
Not a very productive
month
Tuesday 1st July, 2025
It was hot
again
But we did at least see a baby robin in the garden
Wednesday 2nd July, 2025
This diary might well be the most depressing document of a human life ever committed to the page
Saturday 5th July, 2025
Not feeling well
again
Sunday 6th July, 2025
Shivering/sweating
in alternating turns
Monday 7th July, 2025
My eyes ache trying to see the screen and the endlessly tiny text every program seems to use no matter what settings you choose
Tuesday 8th July, 2025
An outbreak of ladybirds
A benign plague
if ever there was one
Wednesday 9th July, 2025
I itch
everywhere
in this heat
Thursday 10th July, 2025
A ladybird landed in my beard
today
Friday 11th July, 2025
A baby robin
is an absurd little
thing
Saturday 12th July, 2025
So hot all night
and yet not so hot all day
The worst of all worlds (perhaps)
Sunday 13th July, 2025
The baby robin
is still around
Monday 14th July, 2025
Writing is hard
(sometimes)
Tuesday 15th July, 2025
For the first time in at least six months
the cash machine at the co-op
actually worked
Wednesday 16th July, 2025
I won at bowls
in the garden
Which was nice
Friday 18th July, 2025
They started digging up the road outside my window
at ten minutes to midnight
And did not stop digging
all bloody night
Saturday 19th July, 2025
A spider appeared
and then disappeared
around the edges of this book
I hope it’s not now squashed
between some future pages
nor some long past
Sunday 20th July, 2025
Rain
on the first day of the summer holidays
as it should be
Monday 21st July, 2025
Distant thunder
is the most disappointing
thunder
Saturday 26th July, 2025
I have barely any feeling on the top of my right foot
in a line from the big toe
all the way to near my ankle
Permanent pins and needles
occasionally broken
by piercing jolts of pain
Tuesday 29th July, 2025
Skies of endless grey
(it’s quite nice)
Wednesday 30th July, 2025
Weird dreams
and nothing else
to remember
Thursday 31st July, 2025
I tried doing
something
anything
today.
But I failed
Friday 1st August, 2025
Hopefully now finally I am free (of monster hunter)
Saturday 2nd August, 2025
It seems too early for football again
Sunday 3rd August, 2025
I feel worthless
surprisingly often
Monday 4th August, 2025
Still somewhat scared of my new laptop
Tuesday 5th August, 2025
I just do nothing
generally
Wednesday 6th August, 2025
Had a haircut
Thursday 7th August, 2025
The Goonies has a lot more swearing in it than ITV ever let on.
Saturday 8th August, 2025
My phone is absolutely shit.
Wednesday 13th August, 2025
My nieces are absolutely obsessed
with K-Pop Demon Hunters
in a slightly terrifying
all encompassing
way
Thursday 14th August, 2025
I made a kite
and it actually flew
(which was nice)
Friday 15th August, 2025
Hot again. I did nothing
Saturday 16th August, 2025
Pickled some chillies.
Sunday 17th August, 2025
Could hear an astonishingly awful Oasis tribute band playing over the park.
Monday 18th August, 2025
Off on holiday tomorrow
Friday 29th August, 2025
While I was on holiday I got ill again.
Saturday 30th August, 2025
While I was on holiday I read:
Strangers On A Train by Patricia Highsmith
Shipwreck by John Fowles
The Stone Door by Leonora Carrington
O Cruel Alexis by Virgil
The Great Wingbury Duel by Charles Dickens
Lighthouses in 2023 (no attributed author)
The Course Of The Heart by M. John Harrison
Wivenhoe by Samuel Fisher
Under The Eye of The Big Bird by Hiromi Kawakami
Sunday 31st August, 2025
The sun shone for a bit. I still don’t feel that well.
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Notes:
1. Written in June, July and August 2025
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