There was a time – there is always a time – when you were happy. You can see it now. And you see it clearer with every passing day, this moment, this time, this place, while everything around you now that drifts away. It takes on the form, the mythic scope, of a utopia.
You would give anything to get back there, to get back to a life, that life, that vibrant fucking life you had.
But you can’t go back there
because it never existed.
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