2020 doesn’t look quite right
as a date
but i don’t really know why
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Notes
1. Written on January 5th, 2020
__________2020 doesn’t look quite right
as a date
but i don’t really know why
__________
Notes
1. Written on January 5th, 2020
__________i wanted to write something
so i wrote
this
__________
Notes:
1. Written on January 5th, 2020
__________i felt quite sad
quite often
about various things
__________
Notes:
1. Written on January 2nd, 2020
__________I’m using the internet
because I can’t sleep
and I can’t sleep
because I’m using the internet
caught
in a refresh cycle
updating
every
page
in the hope that something has changed
but nothing has
and when something is looked at this closely
this constantly
the illusion is created
that nothing ever does
nor ever will
__________
Notes:
1. Written in early 2018
2. But could really have been written at any point
3. in the 21st century
1.
I like
the transformative properties
of snow
the way
it obliterates
the boundary lines
we’ve laid down
road and pavement
path to garden
field from wood
and the way
it allows me to imagine
(in the hour or two before it melts
beneath the afternoon sun)
a world more open
than our own
2.
All that is left now
is the absence of it
the outline
of where it once stood
the memory
of what it once was
the last few mounds of rubble
that no one’s found the time
to sweep away
3.
These waves have been crashing
on indistinguishable shores
for a billion years
and will
for four billion more
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Notes:
1. Written in early 2018 sometime
2. Or maybe late 2017