Clouds
of anxiety
rolling
over me
Who knows when it’ll rain
I just know
that it will
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Notes:
1. Written on February 26th, 2026
__________Clouds
of anxiety
rolling
over me
Who knows when it’ll rain
I just know
that it will
__________
Notes:
1. Written on February 26th, 2026
__________so much of my life
has been spent
attempting to
pacify my
own mind
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Notes
1. Written on February 19th, 2026
__________When the internet was small
it seemed vast beyond measure
Now it’s vast beyond measure
it’s tiny
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Notes:
1. Written on February 17th, 2026
__________Sunday 2nd November, 2025
I didn’t do any writing today
even though
I planned to do some writing
today
(a familiar lament)
Tuesday 4th November, 2025
Two days running
I’ve been insulted in the street
Friday 7th November, 2025
An eerie village
without streetlights
Or seemingly any lights at all
anywhere
except for the pub
Monday 10th November, 2025
Off to cornwall tomorrow
for a week
in the gloom
Wednesday 19th November, 2025
Came back to find
new neighbours
next door
Thursday 20th November, 2025
It was cold
everywhere I went
Friday 21st November, 2025
Fell down the stairs
just before bed
Think I might have broken
at least a couple of toes
Saturday 22nd November, 2025
Been hobbling around all day
creaking
like an old broken doll
Sunday 23rd November, 2025
There was a good half hour
in the middle of Castle In The Sky
that I didn’t remember at all
Monday 24th November, 2025
Using photoshop on my old computer
is an ever increasing chore
Tuesday 25th November, 2025
The sparrowhawk swooped down
a metre in front of me
then swooped off again
without acknowledging me at all
Sunday 30th November, 2025
Mum and dad put the tree up
today
Monday 1st December, 2025
Today
was kind of
miserable
Tuesday 2nd December, 2025
The new Candyman
wasn’t as good
as the old Candyman
Wednesday 3rd December, 2025
There were lots of squirrels
in Castle Park
Constant motion
in every possible direction
Thursday 4th December, 2025
Everything
everywhere
was grey
all day
Sunday 7th December, 2025
A spider sitting
expectantly
on the toilet roll
Wednesday 10th December, 2025
The christmas tree in the park
looked a little forlorn
and slightly alone
Thursday 11th December, 2025
A couple more weeks
and I can give up keeping
a diary
Friday 12th December, 2025
Went christmas shopping
and did not go mad
Saturday 13th December, 2025
Wrapped some presents up
without getting too frustrated
with my own ineptitude
Sunday 14th December, 2025
I keep seeing
a sparrowhawk
round here
I would gladly let it
eat me
Wednesday 17th December, 2025
I’ve finished christmas shopping now
(mostly)
Saturday 20th December, 2025
Hooray
It’s christmas
(unofficially)
Wednesday 31st December
end of year
fade out
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Notes:
1. Written in November and December 2025
2. I apologise for how unilluminating these have been
3. Don’t worry, I’m not writing one ever again
Wednesday 1st October, 2025
I would quite like
a good night’s
sleep
Thursday 2nd October, 2025
I saw a deer
by the side of the road
Actually alive
just watching me drive past
Friday 3rd October, 2025
My eyesight
has about a six inch window
in which it can see
And each eye
is about 3 inches out of sync
with the other
Saturday 4th October, 2025
Reading is nice
and I should do it
more often
Sunday 5th October, 2025
Cascading
error messages
leading to unending
crash loops
Monday 6th October, 2025
Yet another day in which I never left the house (except to get the washing in)
Tuesday 7th October, 2025
I wish I was
a crow
Wednesday 8th October, 2025
Christ I’m bored
of all this
emptiness
Thursday 9th October, 2025
We had dinner
in the pub
Saturday 11th October, 2025
A diet of pancakes
and pastry
Monday 13th October, 2025
Ikea is still awful
even when you barely go
inside
Wednesday 15th October, 2025
Waited for a delivery
that never
arrived
Thursday 16th October, 2025
Sumo is
brilliant
Friday 17th October, 2025
My desk is finally finished
and I like it
(no excuse now
for ever doing nothing)
Saturday 18th October, 2025
The new exhibition
at the museum
is really very good
Sunday 19th October, 2025
I’ll miss the sumo
now it’s gone
Monday 20th October, 2025
Rain
forever
Tuesday 21st October, 2025
Sat at my desk
and wrote some words
Wednesday 22nd October, 2025
Dad bought 24 blues CDs
for £2.40
in total
I bought two cans of coke
for £1.84
Thursday 23rd October, 2025
There was supposed to be a storm
but there was barely a storm
at all
Saturday 25th October, 2025
The boy next door
has been squawking
like a crow
Sunday 26th October, 2025
It was cold
over the park
We saw a sparrowhawk
on the way there
But not
on the way back
Monday 27th October, 2025
A pumpkin
as big as a
beachball
Tuesday 28th October, 2025
Hey!
There’s an arcade here
which I never even knew
was there
Thursday 30th October, 2025
Everything was irritating
today
Friday 31st October, 2025
There was nothing scary
about halloween
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Notes:
1. Written in October 2025
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