luminous dreams

luminous dreams
of a life
fading away

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Notes:

1. Written on 22nd November, 2020

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i’m sorry but i can’t keep quiet any more

i have never hated anything
as much as i hate printers
and using them
to print

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Notes:

1. Written on September 23rd, 2020
2. After a day of using printers
3. And weeping
4. At the futility of it all

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self doubt

i often feel
like i don’t
exist at all

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Notes:

1. Written on September 18th, 2020

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compliance

there was no plan
but we followed it exactly

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Notes:

1. Written on September 4th, 2020

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Tale #127: To Forget, To Forget

Take a strand of hair
a drop of blood
and a pinch of salt
from a long forgotten sea

Mix it together
with a mouthful of milk
a half-remembered dream
and a lifetime or more of misplaced guilt

Drink it down
close your eyes
and try, try, try
not to sleep

It won’t help, of course. Nothing will. But at least the work involved in it’s preparation will keep you busy, and the effort, perhaps, will allow for the projection of some meaning onto a past where there was none, onto whatever horror it is you’re trying to forget.

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Notes:

1. Written on October 14th, 2019

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